Dilemma

After a heart break and lost days, i wish to have a trip..
i wonder who can travel with me? and shud i really go phuket?
Some friends were telling me, just go, as i bought air tick ady,
Some were say, just waste it, as it so cheap..
i'm in dilemma again..
i wish to celebrate my birthday at somewhere different, as i had a bad year in 2012..
but i don't wish to go phuket, as i gonna go alone, and its so weird if i follow them.. :'(
the relationship had broke, and also the friendship between me and his friends.
But...i also don't wish to waste the airtick!! even its cheap..
Asked some friend to accompany go, but they give so many excuses...
but luckily one of them, are willing to go..but!! it's a GUY!! how could i share room with him..
even i'm ok with it, but it's not good in people's eyes...:'(
Another plan, will be go HK alone,
but it's expensive..><
and it's winter, i dunno what should do at there, as i been all tourist places...haiz..
if i find Colin gor gor, i feel embrassed as lastime i didn't want to meet him and create so many excuses... haiz..
feel so sorry with him..

ARRR...DiILEMMA!!!

HK or PHUKET???

I'm so tired~
After a long sem with no break, no vacation, and tons of terrible things happened,
I SO EXHAUSTED!!!
Somemore, once finish exam, i get to work from mon to sun...
this gonna continues for a month!!!
every day wakeup at 7am and work till evening..
I NEED A BREAK!!!
this year have only one trip for me...i'm fcking imbalance!!!
i want to travel..i want to leave here badly...
And NOW..
I'M LOST !!!
I don't know what should i work after graduate..
Sales? Management? go Singapore?
and should i look for fulltime job for next semester, as i have to go coll for one day only..
i can't stay at home too frequent...i will easy get emo..=(
i knw it, and i want to avoid it...
but,
if i work, i have no time to do my final project..
Arrr...
dilemma again...
Someone can lent me shoulder? ><
Can i run away to travel first?

Chinese words can mean more than ABC..

Lastime, i was forcing myself to type the blog in english as i want to improve my english writing skill...

therefore i open this blog,

somehow, now i prefer use chinese words. Because it can more present my feeling...

So..i decided change back to my yahoo blog~~ 

Friends always so sweet
they will appear when you need them
they will stay beside you silently without asking any question
they will make you laugh when you feel sad
they will be a good listener when you want to talk
they will find tons of excuses to accompany when they know you feel sad
Thanks for being my friends...
Thanks Jef and Xiang accompany me watch a boring movie today
Thanks Jeffney keep on make my life busy, and find excuse come to accompany me. You are the most adorable one, cz you always accompany me work, eat, play and talk..No Fa in my Segi life, but i do have you..
Thank Kelvin for ur caring too...=.=
Love friends~

Last sat, i had my second time of almost get stole my phone by a stupid thief. luckily i'm sensitive enough to sense it, and get it back, and the thief had run away. == not manage to catch him. Stupid malay thief! I hate to ride bus at nite,it's terribly scary, gt thieves, robber, molester, alot weird people in the bus. somehow, since i have no car, and the taxi even more dangerous, i still have to ride bus, instead of relying on other people to send me back. Always be independent is the best~ No one could help me when i'm in trouble...only me and myself could do it.

As fortune teller say, 2012 such a bad year for me..><

all the bad things come to me, and easy get emo..

IT'S FREAKING TRUE...:(

Flashback to the celebration i have...such surprise yet not really happy...

i do have 3 birthday celebration..

first is celebrated by my colleagues, my hengdai-muns...

they really surprising me..don't even know they will buy me a cake..><

its really the first time ever i get surprise..feel touch~

second celebration by my gang,it's on 15th, the nite before my birthday, we had dinner at Outback steakhouse, not really satisfy, as the food nt really nice..

the nite was so nice, it is a starry nite...i was stand outside my house abt half an hour to enjoy the starry nite...it made my day..

everytimes while i birthday i also will feel moody, easy get emo..i dunno y..thats y i not really like my birthday...mayb is because i dn really have a impressing birthday celebration before..it's a sad thing..

At the exact day of my birthday, i went college as usual, and nite i been genting with my 2 hengdais..they were really "yi hei".. once i purpose them i want go genting, they just say ok...really appreciate much of their "yi hei"... we chat, we drink, and we lost at there..it's my first time been the casino staff's hostel there yumcha...thx them acc me for my birthday nite~ <3

CNY

I hate this year CNY...

Such a bored CNY for me..

all the frens were busy play with their friends and partner..

n me just stay at home watch lifeless TV show..

WTH...i really hate these feeling...

n i knw tat 人長大了才發現朋友真的不多，更別說談得來的，更沒幾個。:(

I'M SO FCKIN DEPRESSED!!

suddenly cry AGAIN!!

WTH i'm doin?

things ady settled half..

y i still wan so depress...><

I'm so tired!!!