As fortune teller say, 2012 such a bad year for me..><

all the bad things come to me, and easy get emo..

IT'S FREAKING TRUE...:(

Flashback to the celebration i have...such surprise yet not really happy...

i do have 3 birthday celebration..

first is celebrated by my colleagues, my hengdai-muns...

they really surprising me..don't even know they will buy me a cake..><

its really the first time ever i get surprise..feel touch~

second celebration by my gang,it's on 15th, the nite before my birthday, we had dinner at Outback steakhouse, not really satisfy, as the food nt really nice..

the nite was so nice, it is a starry nite...i was stand outside my house abt half an hour to enjoy the starry nite...it made my day..

everytimes while i birthday i also will feel moody, easy get emo..i dunno y..thats y i not really like my birthday...mayb is because i dn really have a impressing birthday celebration before..it's a sad thing..

At the exact day of my birthday, i went college as usual, and nite i been genting with my 2 hengdais..they were really "yi hei".. once i purpose them i want go genting, they just say ok...really appreciate much of their "yi hei"... we chat, we drink, and we lost at there..it's my first time been the casino staff's hostel there yumcha...thx them acc me for my birthday nite~ <3

CNY

I hate this year CNY...

Such a bored CNY for me..

all the frens were busy play with their friends and partner..

n me just stay at home watch lifeless TV show..

WTH...i really hate these feeling...

n i knw tat 人長大了才發現朋友真的不多，更別說談得來的，更沒幾個。:(

I miss a group of friend,

who born in the same month, yet some is same day or jz different few days,

they were so sweet and warmth,

we don't need say much, we ady know what each other thinking...

but i can't join them,

cz i was too far from them,

not the distance, is the thing which can't ever describe by words...

sad..i missing them..

Problem still have to settle by myself,

no one can help..

have to learn face the reality, not lo lying own self..

after rain will be a sunny day,

cry cannot settle any things,

bu i wish to cry loudly..

at least i won't so stress...

but i found no where can cry...

being tough, being independent...like a stone...

HELL....

I can't graduate on time again..STRESS!!!

STUPID college clashing my 2subjects at the same time..FXXK

I wish can change timetable, but this chance is very limited..

the only choice i can do is go Subang...

but another thing is Subang time also clashing with my another subject..

Arrr.....SHIT!!!

terrible, horrible timetable!!!

pray hard...

Amitaba...><

It's 2012..

A brand new year...

but the first day of 2012 ady a bad day to me..

I waste it!!

I hate myself being lazy, i should go to work earn money, instead of stay at home do nothing..

I wasted a day for earning money..T.T

I rather go out do other thing,shopping,sing k, swimming, also don't want stay at home waste like this..><

wish this kind of laziness won't happy again..><

Merry X'mas~
Finally i bought a wallet for myself for X'mas present..
But abit regret, cz its a little big for me..
the days wait to unwrapped the gift is so tortured >< FINALLY here..

i really wish next year x'mas i won't be here..
i really love x'mas this festival..
but this year x'mas too many things happened..
it change my mind...
i wish next year i could run out from this city go other place celebrate..
wish it could be a better day, better memory for me..
hope so...