dunno why recent post also emo post..
i had longtime didn't have a good sleep...
everyweek 7days, 4days study,3days work..no rest at all..
every study days, wakeup at 8stmg, wait till 1smtg depart go coll, bck home at 8pm smtg..
every working days, wakeup at 9am, 10smtg depart, wait till 10smtg bck..slp at
everynight slp at 12/1am thn 2/3am wakeup and cry..thn slp again..5/6am wakeup again sit at bed and do ntg, then slp again till 9am wakeup...sometime i might wakeup 3 or 4 times a nite..i dunno wat i think, wat i cry..i really dunno..i jz feel tired and stress..
today i feel want to talk, i wanna chat with someone..but nw i only feel that, i gt no one can chat wif me..i jz wan chat the nonsense thg or anything which can make me forget my tires, but i found nobody...i so emo...even the closes one is ignoring me too, the one still can dump me aside..i feel so sad..i cry not bcoz i get dumped, is bcz i found noone can chat wif me..i miss my mummy..if my mum at home at least my mum will chat wif me..but now no one, the only one thing can do is release my feeling at here..i know i shouldn't have the negative thinking, but i can't control it...this time i manage to control not to do smtg bad..but nextime i can't confirm...
i jz hope my tears can stop to drop rite now..i was so exhausted..no matter my mood or my body..i wish my mum is rite beside me now, i wan chat with her..i feel so lonely..